So, Megan (my wife) is transcribing some of my notes from 4th Street this year. I intend to blog about the panel notes, once they’re typed, but for now I’m dealing with my marginalia – all the little memorandums I wrote to myself so I could do something later.
There’s a theory about time travel that says if you meet yourself, Past You will be an idiot and Future You will be an asshole. This is because your Future Self will be annoyed by all the mistakes Past Self made that cannot be corrected, causing Future Self to dwell on those errors, and likely be rude about them.
I can confirm half of this theory. I’ve never knowingly met Future Me, but Past Me is definitely an idiot.
Paarfi asks the reader to wait while he explains
Amy’s Pizza Rolls
Red Boat Fish Sauce
RIHV reframe flashbacks
Fargo Cons – talk to libraries
Don’t sleep, there are snakes
The last note caused my wife to ask me just how much I had to drink that night, and if I was doing okay. As it happens, it’s the name of a book. Also as it happens, I remember all but one of the above notes. Two brands of food to try, a writing note on my novel in revisions, a note about organizing local conventions, the name of a book… I have a theory that in first person narratives involving strong voice and reader confusion, the hook is often in the form of the narrator directly asking the audience forgiveness or permission, and that permission causes a stronger suspension of disbelief and deeper reader engagement – a sense of dialogue between narrator and reader, however illusory, that builds trust in the text. Steven Brust read the first few pages of his new Paarfi history, and Paarfi asks permission or forgiveness three times in the opening pages – if not confirming my theory, at least implying that Paarfi believes in it (possibly Steve, too, as he did the same thing in the opening lines of Jhereg “There is a similarity, if I may be permitted an excursion into tenuous metaphor…”
I have no idea what CL is, except that I want to download it. This was in all caps, underlined, and circled. It is clearly the most important of my notes. 4th Street folks – can you help me out here?
My past self is an idiot.